Author: lonelyskyguyuniverse

Being gay and being engaged is hard as hell. I’m struggling to deal with myself now I have to deal with another, someone save me.

strawberryhorrorshow:

Being abused made me such a “good kid.”

I was

• Always polite
• Never acted without permission
• Never spoke out of turn
• Always did what I was told

And it’s shitty that I was considered mature and praised for those things, and all of those characteristics have translated into me being an immature, “bad adult.”

Now I

• Have difficulty making a keeping friends
• Can’t act without permission/am dependent on others for direction
• Am terrible at communicating
• Have no agency/personal compass

It’s a really difficult thing for people who were abused as children to grapple with.

What made us good children make us bad adults.

r-rebxllious:

teaforyourginaa:

lordbape:

sending “I hope you get that job” vibes to the people out here tryna get jobs

reblogging for yall bc the shit worked for me lol

Karma will pop me if I don’t

lyjerria:

I’m literally doing my best but I’m not gonna beg anyone to understand that

virgoassbitch:

I’m gonna have a bomb ass life and I know it cause I’ve suffered so much and I know that wasn’t for no reason